It seems that whenever there's other people around, we end up in different conversation groups, so how do I fix that? I remove the other people around! I'm wondering if I should just invite him to come over so we can talk for a bit.
Sometimes I feel like just giving this whole thing up. Finding another guy and directing my feelings towards him, just to uncomplicate things (yeah, I know that doesn't work, but it's worth a shot). But none of the other guys I know are Leos (that sounded awful). I made the big mistake of "allowing" my feelings to get this far and I know that the only way out is having my heart broken
I remember the last time I liked someone this much, and it took me over a year to "get over" him, as much as it's possible to get over this kind of crush. And now here I am, back at the roller coaster ride. I just thought it would be easier this time. Boy, was I wrong or what?