Andrea Coelho (maidden) wrote,
Andrea Coelho
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I don't know how I got this way, my life all screwed up like this... Last weekend I nearly asked my parents to take me home with them. I keep watching everything I've worked for going down the drain and can't find the strength to pull things back together, I just watch as things go spiraling worse and worse every day. Then come the fantasies of crawling into a little hole and hiding and never coming out again and I realize what that means and I get scared. I don't like thinking that, I know I'm being overly dramatic, there's probably some simple solution within my reach that I can't see, but that's the point, I can't see it. All I see is the crappy job I'm doing at living the great life I was given.

God help me.
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