I can't even cry anymore. No way to let it out. I just don't have the strength.
Told Alex about it (not everything, of course), she said it's normal during adolescence. Comforting, for about a minute.
I'm such a baby. I'm being a drama queen. I know it and I still can't help feeling this way.
Like all the life's been drained out of me.
Breathing is too much trouble, let alone eating. I feel like climbing onto bed and never getting up.
I need to fight this, but I'm so very tired...