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Artsy me - by Micha

Are we there yet? Are we there yet??

How much longer till Armageddon? Until all the pain goes away?

I can't even cry anymore. No way to let it out. I just don't have the strength.

Told Alex about it (not everything, of course), she said it's normal during adolescence. Comforting, for about a minute.

I'm such a baby. I'm being a drama queen. I know it and I still can't help feeling this way.

Like all the life's been drained out of me.

Breathing is too much trouble, let alone eating. I feel like climbing onto bed and never getting up.

I need to fight this, but I'm so very tired...

Comments

you're not being a drama queen, it's natural to feel overwhelmed at first. Don't worry though, this all will pass. You'll be fine soon and back to your old self...whatever your old self is like lol. I'll be here to help bring out the silly in you...im good at that sometimes. Anyways, make sure you eat...don't skip eating just because you don't feel like it. Make sure you breathe lol...because, that keeps you alive...hello. Anypoo...look at the good things...be happy...think of how much better off you are right now. That's all. Trust me...thinking of positive things helps and having friends who help you think of the positive things definatly helps.