I've experienced a kind of pain I didn't even know existed. I've been in constant pain since last night. Haven't stopped thinking about him for one second. Even while I slept, after crying myself into unconsciousness, I had nightmares about it. Nothing distracts me from the loss of my best friend.
Biok5 talked about a certain bond that should only be created between life mates. I've been trying hard to push that off my mind.
I don't think I should go out with Leo, since it's so obvious I don't like him all that much anymore.