July 3rd, 2004

Artsy me - by Micha

Are we there yet? Are we there yet??

How much longer till Armageddon? Until all the pain goes away?

I can't even cry anymore. No way to let it out. I just don't have the strength.

Told Alex about it (not everything, of course), she said it's normal during adolescence. Comforting, for about a minute.

I'm such a baby. I'm being a drama queen. I know it and I still can't help feeling this way.

Like all the life's been drained out of me.

Breathing is too much trouble, let alone eating. I feel like climbing onto bed and never getting up.

I need to fight this, but I'm so very tired...