February 29th, 2004

Artsy me - by Micha

I'm back! Sort of...

I haven't written in quite a while. Computer problems. I'm pretty sure I've worked it all out now.

Claudia hasn't been going to the congregation. I really hope it's just a phase. She's been so distant...

The situation with Leo hardly changed. He decided that this year he'll go the extra mile to be a ministerial servant. That's great. No, really, it is. I'm supporting him, just like before.

Alex found out about me liking him (I hadn't told her). She was a little upset because I kept it from her, but now we're ok. She asked Leo if he had any intention of dating me and he told her no (sure, after I repeatedly said I didn't want to go out with him) -- I'm slightly confused because of this, but I won't let it change what I had already decided. So Alex told him to back off 'cause he was sending me mixed signals. He really is, but that's no reason for him to stop talking to me. Regardless of my romantic feelings toward him, I still like him as a friend.

So that explains the week he spent avoiding me. Last Sunday I had a little get-together at my place (another one, this time fairly successful, lots of people showed up and stayed fairly late - we saw Pirates of the Caribbean, gawd I loved that movie, Johnny was sooo good. Jack Sparrow is everything. I digress) and Leo came, of course lol. He told me Alex asked him to distance himself from me, but that even though he tried, he couldn't. He said he was addicted on me. Cliche much? I don't care! Awww!!!

Anyway. I'm ok. Stuff's kind of working out, I guess. Definitely not how I thought it would, but it's working.