October 28th, 2003

Artsy me - by Micha

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad, I got sunshine in a bag. I'm useless, but not for long. The future

Yesterday was pretty ok, thanks to Keila (psychologist) and Stephen. I actually managed to stop thinking about Leo for several minutes at a time... Mostly thanks to Stephen... :D

I'm kind of anxious... I need to call Leo today to decide when and where we'll meet for "the talk". I just want it to be over with. "Listen, Andi, I do like you, just not in that way..." I'll go home, cry my eyes out and start recovering. And forgetting him.

I'm useless, but not for long. My future is coming on... It's coming on, it's coming on, it's coming on...