Why does he have to want to be a ministerial servant? If he didn't, this would be settled, one way or another. Or if I was baptized already. I don't want to rush myself into baptism because of a crush, but it'd sure help!
My two "closest" friends want me to give up on him. That can't be a good sign. And it's not like I haven't been trying to forget him... They want me to stop talking about him, but I feel like I hardly tell anyone anything that I'm feeling, and that if I hold anything else in, I might explode! At least my head will, with these headaches.