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Rejected - Trapped

Have you seen this boy?

My boyfriend's missing. Maybe he was kidnapped. By aliens. With huge 12 inch probes...

Or maybe he's sitting at his computer playing games completely oblivious to my existence. Don't get me wrong, I love computer games, and get addicted to them quite easily. Mom worries her heart out because I forget to stop playing to eat. Vampire Bloodlines was one of such games I got hopelessly hooked to, but even then I still remembered my boyfriend. Sure, most of our conversation was resumed to me talking about the game, but at least I was there to talk.

I'll bite my tongue if it turns out he's not playing, and feel horrible if actually something bad happened at his house and he's dealing with it while I'm here complaining. But in all probability he just forgot all about me.


I often forget to get off the computer and eat, lol
I usually just bring the food to the computer... but occasionally I forget to do that.

... like now. I should have dinner 0.o
Hope he's OK and this isn't the result of something bad happening.

In any event, something I learned a while back: a lot of men are completely clueless, oblivious, etc. to how their actions (or non-actions) effect others. They must lack a sensitivity gene or something. It doesn't mean you've been forgotten. I know this will sound incredibly corny, but the Willie Nelson (or Pet Shop Boys) song "You Were Always On My Mind" speaks volumes.

Women can either accept it or complain about it... but it doesn't mean they're going to change. Accepting it, however, can leave you open to pleasant surprises when he clues in. On the other hand, complaining about it might bring about a little change, but eventually, it just becomes a drag for both parties.
I've just been lonely a lot of the time lately...
Good crying song, by the way.